Monday, October 9, 2017

Letting go and I'm Sorry

So I decided to leave (metaphorically) his life. I always stayed and always have open arms but it been a year this crap been going. I cant anymore. I cried all day today and I think it's because I promise him that I wouldn't give up on him no matter what, but I think he talking to someone else. In one of those media that you can upload videos she was there. I onto know her but it killed me knowing that he would talk to other people and won't talk to me.
I took him out from my social media and my number. Took off his family aswell just because it be healthier for me.
He's my best friend but I don't think I'm his and I thought he love me but I guess he never did.
I really do hope he does better and not hurt her like he hurt me. He's my pa forever no matter what.
I know it's time for i to move on but it hurt badly and I really hope he stop being a scumbag and behave.
You can't train an immature boy...
There so much to write but I don't want to tear up again.

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